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Leo Marquez, 58, retired Tucson Fire Department captain turned custom fire pit builder, only showed up to the historic district block party because his 16-year-old next-door neighbor texted him begging for help fixing the broken warmer on the taco cart her mom was running. He’d avoided every neighborhood gathering for seven years, ever since his ex-wife left him for a city parks administrator, but the kid had spent three afternoons helping him haul cinder blocks for a client build the week prior, so he owed her. He fixed the warmer in ten minutes, grabbed a cold Modelo from the cooler the kid pressed into his hands, and leaned against the stucco community center wall to people watch, the hem of his worn welding jacket brushing the dried mesquite leaves scattered across the sidewalk.

He recognized Elara Voss immediately from the campaign signs he’d torn off his fence three times in the two months leading up to the local election, the ones that touted her as the council candidate who’d get the unregulated fire pit ban passed to cut down on wildfire risk. She was 52, he’d read in the local paper, a former wildland firefighter turned policy advocate, and he’d written her off as another out-of-touch bureaucrat before she’d even won the race. She walked straight toward him, scuffed leather work boots peeking out under a tailored charcoal blazer, half her silver-streaked dark hair pulled back with a leather tie, a faint smudge of charcoal on the edge of her jaw. She held out a hand when she got within three feet, and he could smell cedar perfume mixed with the roasted corn and chili powder drifting from the food carts behind her.

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He didn’t take her hand at first, just nodded at the campaign sticker on her laptop bag slung over her shoulder. “You’re the one who killed my business,” he said, flat, no bite left in it because he’d already had three calls that week from clients canceling builds because of the ban. She laughed, not offended, and leaned in a little closer, close enough that he could see the faint scar across her left eyebrow from a fall on a fire line, he guessed, and she didn’t drop her outstretched hand. “I didn’t kill your business,” she said, her voice low enough that only he could hear it over the mariachi band playing at the far end of the block. “I banned the cheap sheet metal garbage from the big box stores that catches wind and burns down half the desert. I’ve been trying to get a variance written for custom, lined, fire-marshal approved pits for three months, but none of the local builders will return my calls.” She reached for the beer bottle in his hand then, to read the label, and her knuckles brushed his, her skin soft but calloused at the fingertips, like she still worked with her hands for half her week. He took her hand then, calloused from 30 years of welding and pulling people out of burning buildings, and shook it.

She asked him to walk around the block with her to get away from the noise, and he agreed before he could talk himself out of it, the crunch of mesquite leaves under their shoes drowning out the party noise after half a block. He complained the whole way about the city’s stupid rules, about how he’d spent three decades fighting fires and knew more about fire safety than any paper pusher in the council office, and she didn’t interrupt once, just nodded, asked follow up questions when he paused, like she actually cared what he had to say. They stopped at his house halfway around the block, and he pushed open his side gate to show her the pit he’d built for himself, lined with two layers of fire brick, fitted with a spark arrestor, surrounded by flagstone seating that didn’t catch fire even if you left a log rolling off the edge. He pulled out the fire marshal’s inspection report he kept taped to the inside of his workbench, and she leaned over his shoulder to read it, her hair brushing his cheek, her shoulder pressed firm against his chest.

She told him she’d had a crush on him for three months, ever since she’d seen him carrying a 100-pound sheet of steel down the sidewalk at 7 a.m. on a Saturday, sweat running down the side of his neck, his welding helmet pushed up on his head. She said she’d looked up his business, saw all his five star reviews, saw that he donated half his fall builds to the local youth ranch for their campgrounds, and she’d been trying to work up the nerve to talk to him ever since. He stood there quiet for a minute, surprised, because he’d spent seven years assuming no one was paying attention to him at all, that he was just the grumpy retired fireman who welded in his garage and yelled at campaign volunteers who knocked on his door. He agreed to meet her at her office on Wednesday to go over the variance guidelines, to bring all his build plans, to help her write the rules so guys like him didn’t get run out of business.

She wrote her personal cell number on a napkin she pulled from her blazer pocket, the napkin still stained with salsa from the tamale she’d eaten an hour earlier, and handed it to him. She squeezed his wrist before she turned to walk back to the party, her thumb brushing the thin, silvery scar he had there from a roof collapse on a fire call 12 years prior. He stood in his open side gate holding the napkin, sipping his now warm Modelo, watching her walk away, the faint smell of cedar still clinging to the cuff of his welding jacket, and he didn’t even think about tearing up any more campaign signs on his way back to the party.