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Manny Ruiz, 53, is a senior scout for the Cincinnati Reds farm system, the kind of guy who’s logged 120,000 miles on his 2019 F-150 in three years, keeps a folded copy of the MLB scouting ethics code tucked in the back of his notebook, and hasn’t kissed anyone who wasn’t a fizzled first date by dessert since his divorce eight years prior. His biggest flaw? He’d rather let a perfect opportunity rot on the table than break a rule, even a stupid one. He’s in rural Ohio on a humid Tuesday night, fresh off watching 19-year-old lefty Javi Morales strike out 14 batters in six innings, and the AC in his roadside motel is so busted the front desk clerk handed him a free bag of ice as an apology, so he detours to a dive bar two blocks off the high school field called The Dugout.

The bar smells like fried pickles and cheap beer, neon signs for Pabst and Budweiser hum in the front window, and Johnny Cash’s *Folsom Prison Blues* warbles from a beat-up jukebox in the corner. He grabs the second-to-last stool at the bar, orders a draft, spreads his scouting notes out on the sticky Formica counter, and starts scribbling down adjustments he wants to suggest for Javi’s follow-through when someone sits two stools down, the scent of lavender laundry detergent and motor oil cutting through the bar grease. He glances up. She’s wearing a faded denim work shirt with the name “LILA” stitched over the left breast, silver hoop earrings, a smudge of black grease on her right jawline, and she’s grinning like she knows exactly who he is.

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She orders bourbon on the rocks, nods at his notebook emblazoned with the Reds logo. “You’re the scout that’s been staring at my son all night, aren’t you?” Manny’s blood runs cold. MLB rules strictly forbid fraternizing with family members of draft prospects during the evaluation window; one wrong move, and he could lose his job, and Javi could lose his shot at a six-figure signing bonus. He starts shoving his notes into his bag, already mentally drafting an apology email to his boss, when she laughs, a rough, warm sound like she’s been laughing at stubborn men her whole life. “Relax. I’m not here to beg you to pick him. Kid’s got the arm, he doesn’t need my help. I just wanted to buy the guy who’s been gnawing on his pen for 20 minutes a refill.”

He hesitates, then sits back. She slides a fresh beer down the bar to him, and when their fingers brush, he feels calluses on her palm, rough from 25 years running the local auto body shop she inherited from her dad. A group of construction workers pile into the bar ten minutes later, loud and yelling about a roofing job gone wrong, so she moves to the stool right next to him to make space. Her knee brushes his under the bar, warm through his worn khakis, and he has to fight the urge to shift closer. She leans in to look at his notes about Javi’s velocity drop in the seventh inning, her dark hair falling across his wrist, soft as down, and he can smell mint gum on her breath when she says “He forgets to tuck his hip when he’s tired. Been nagging him about that since he was 12.”

He spends the next hour talking to her, about Javi, about cars, about the time he blew out his own pitching arm in college and had to bag groceries before he landed his first scouting gig. He hasn’t talked this much to anyone who didn’t care about pitch speeds or signing bonuses in years. Part of his brain is screaming at him to leave, that this is reckless, that he’s worked too hard to throw his career away for a pretty woman who just happens to be the mom of the best prospect he’s found in three years. The other part of him is giddy, like he’s a kid sneaking into a ballgame without a ticket, like every rule he’s spent his whole life following might not actually matter that much.

When the bartender yells last call, she turns to him, her knee still pressed to his, her eyes dark in the dim neon light. “Javi’s crashing at his teammate’s house tonight. I got a box of old game tapes at my place, if you wanna see what he looks like when he’s not nervous in front of scouts. No pressure.” He knows what that invitation means, knows he should say no, knows the ethics code is tucked in the back of his notebook burning a hole through the paper. He looks at the smudge of barbecue sauce on her left cheek, at the way she’s twisting her hoop earring between her fingers like she’s nervous too, and he nods.

They walk to her beat-up silver pickup, the night air thick with the smell of cut grass and fireflies flickering across the street. She opens the passenger door for him, her hand brushing his when he climbs in, and she leans across the center console to shut the door, her face inches from his, he can feel her breath on his jaw. When she pulls out of the parking lot, she laces her free hand through his, her calloused palm warm against his, and he doesn’t let go.