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Manny Ruiz is 52, makes his living tearing apart rotting 1970s campers and putting them back together better than they ever were new, runs his shop out of a converted barn outside Silverton, Oregon. His biggest flaw is he still maps out every week down to the 15 minute block, ever since his ex-wife left him 8 years ago because she said he cared more about sealing camper roof seams than planning a spontaneous trip to the coast. He’d driven into town that Tuesday for the annual summer food truck rally only to drop off a custom mini-fridge he’d restored for the taco truck he frequented every Saturday, had planned to be back in the shop by 7 to finish sanding a 1972 Airstream’s interior paneling.

She spots him immediately, grinning, and crosses the gravel lot toward him, holding a mason jar of pickled okra in one hand, a half-eaten elote slathered in cotija and chili powder in the other. She stops close, closer than most people do, so he can smell coconut shampoo and lime over the fried food and cut grass hanging thick in the warm July air. “I knew that beat up Ford work truck was yours,” she says, nodding at the peeling decal of a camper on his driver’s side door, and when she holds out the jar of okra for him to take, their fingers brush. The jar is ice-cold, condensation dripping down the side onto his palm, and he feels the rough callus on her index finger—from years of throwing clay, he guesses—warm against his knuckle, the sensation lingering long after he’s taken the jar from her.

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He teases her about the enamel incident, and she snorts, swatting his arm lightly. The weight of her hand on his bicep sends a jolt up his spine, and he has to remind himself she’s not the kid who used to bring him extra-strong black coffee every morning and ask him a hundred questions about how to strip old varnish without ruining the original wood grain. He’d always thought she was off limits back then, too young, the daughter of the county judge who’d sat on the board of the small business grant that got his shop off the ground. It didn’t matter that she’d left a mix CD of 90s grunge on his workbench before she left for grad school, that he’d kept it in his truck’s CD player for three years straight, even when the disc started skipping. He’d told himself crossing that line would be unprofessional, stupid, would burn every bridge he’d worked his whole life to build.

She leans against the side of his truck next to him, her shoulder pressing solidly against his when a group of kids on bikes zooms past, yelling loud enough to drown out the band for a few seconds. She tells him she moved back to town six months ago, bought the little pottery studio on Main Street after her divorce was finalized, that she’d driven past his shop a dozen times but was too scared to stop, worried he’d still see her as the clumsy intern who couldn’t tell a flathead screwdriver from a Phillips. She holds his gaze when she says it, no looking away, no nervous fidgeting with the hem of her dress, and he feels that old pull in his chest, the one he’s spent years ignoring because it didn’t fit into his carefully scheduled life. Part of him still screams that this is a bad idea, that the judge would lose his mind if he found out Manny was even talking to his daughter, that the 13-year age gap is still weird, that he’s too set in his ways to make room for someone new. The other part of him, the part that’s been eating frozen dinners alone at his workbench every night for eight years, is screaming louder.

The sun dips below the oak trees lining the lot, painting the sky streaky pink and tangerine, and the food truck owners start packing up their stalls, folding down awnings and loading coolers into the back of their vans. She pushes off the truck, brushing crumbs of cotija cheese off the front of her dress, and asks him if he wants to drive out to the old swimming hole on the edge of town, says she has a cooler of mango hard seltzer in her hatchback, that she’s been working up the nerve to ask him since she moved back. He hesitates for half a second, thinking about the Airstream waiting for him back at the shop, the schedule he’d mapped out for the rest of the week, the old voice in his head yelling to stick to the plan. Then he looks at her, grinning, the last of the sun gilding the edges of her braid, and he says yes.