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Ronan O’Malley, 59, has scouted high school and minor league baseball prospects across the Carolinas for 27 years, his backseat perpetually stacked with sunflower seed bags, scouting notebooks, and a cooler of lukewarm sweet tea. His wife left him eight years prior for a real estate agent who owned a house with a pool and no 6am road trips, and he’s turned down every invitation to cookouts, trivia nights, and fishing trips since, convinced any connection outside of tracking fastball velocities and fielding percentages is a waste of time he could spend prepping for his next drive. The High Point Dash’s general manager practically dragged him to this post-win cookout, shoving a bratwurst in his hand and telling him to “stop acting like a ghost for two hours,” and Ronan had planned to sneak out before the sun dipped below the outfield scoreboard.

The August air is thick enough to chew, sweat sticking the collar of his faded Dash polo to his neck, charcoal smoke stinging his eyes as he heads for his beat-up Ford F150. He’s 20 feet from the truck when he spots the folding table stacked with mason jars: bright green okra bobbing in vinegar, pink pickled onions, deep red beets flecked with garlic. The woman leaning against the table leg wears worn canvas overalls, work boots caked with dark garden dirt, a sunflower tattoo curling around her left wrist, silver strands woven through her thick dark braid. He recognizes her immediately: Elara, who runs the community garden three blocks from his rental house, the same one he’s parked outside at least 20 times over the past year, eating gas station sausage burritos before early morning drives, never working up the nerve to stop.

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She catches him staring, smirks, and pushes off the table to step toward him, close enough that he can smell lavender shampoo mixed with dill and wood smoke. “You’re the scout guy, right? The one who eats sausage burritos in his truck outside my garden every other Tuesday.” He blinks, stunned she’s noticed him at all, fumbling for a response before he nods, his elbow brushing hers when he goes to scratch the back of his neck. The heat of her skin seeps through the thin cotton of his shirt, and he flinches like he’s been burned, unused to casual contact that isn’t a rough back slap from a coach or general manager.

He’s halfway to spitting out an excuse about a 6am drive to Myrtle Beach to check out a 19-year-old shortstop with a 95 mph throw, when she pops the lid off a jar of pickled okra and holds a piece out to him. His fingers brush hers when he takes it, the brine cold and sticky on his knuckles, the tang of smoked paprika and vinegar hitting his tongue so sharp he coughs a little, eyes watering. She laughs, a low, rough sound that makes his chest feel lighter than it has in years, and pats his back, her hand lingering on his shoulder blade for two full beats before she pulls away.

He fights the urge to turn and run. For eight years, he’s kept everyone at arm’s length, convinced any new connection would just end in the same quiet disappointment as his marriage, that he’s too old, too set in his weird, road-worn routines to be worth anyone’s time. He’s disgusted with how quickly his pulse is racing, how he can’t stop staring at the way the corner of her mouth tugs up when she teases him about the coffee stain on the front of his polo, how he’s already forgotten what time he planned to leave. She mentions she’s got a row of heirloom Cherokee Purple tomatoes in the garden that are just hitting peak ripeness, that she has a bottle of cold peach wine stashed in the potting shed, no pressure to stay longer than an hour.

He glances at his watch, sees it’s 8:37, calculates that if he leaves the garden by 10, he can still get seven hours of sleep before the drive to Myrtle Beach. Then he shoves his scouting notebook deeper into his duffel bag, nods, and says he’d like that. She grins, grabs her keys off the table, and presses a free jar of pickled okra into his hand, their fingers brushing again when she passes it over, “for your next burrito run,” she says.

They walk side by side to her beat-up Subaru, the distant crack of a kid’s wiffle ball bat mixing with the crickets starting to chirp in the outfield grass, and when she opens the passenger door for him, he reaches for the handle at the same time she does, their fingers lacing together for half a second before she pulls back to let him climb in.