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Manny Rocha, 52, only showed up to the volunteer fire department’s annual summer potluck because his old high school football teammate, now the fire chief, threatened to leave a flaming bag of dog poop on his porch if he bailed again. He’d spent the year since retiring from his 26-year gig as a high school welding instructor holed up in his workshop restoring vintage truck frames, avoiding any small-town event that came with a side of unsolicited questions about his love life. He leaned against a splintered pine picnic table, calloused fingers wrapped around a frosty IPA, the faint burn of old weld scars crinkling on the back of his hand when he lifted the can to his mouth. Condensation dripped down his wrist, pooling in the crease of his elbow, as he watched a group of teen fire cadets race to stack folding chairs. The air reeked of charred burgers, citronella candles, and pine drifting off the nearby national forest, the crowd’s low hum punctuated by the crackle of the demonstration fire pit 20 feet away and a twangy 90s country track playing from a beat-up portable speaker.

He didn’t see her until she set a paper plate of butter-drenched grilled corn down so close to his elbow their arms brushed. “Manny Rocha. I’d know those weld-burn hole jeans anywhere.” He looked up. Elena Marquez. 48, owner of the town’s only plant nursery, mom of the kid he’d stayed late three nights a week for 10 years prior, prepping for his state welding certification so he could land a union apprenticeship straight out of high school. Back then, she’d dropped off tamales for him every week as a thank you, and he’d been so careful to keep the interaction strictly professional he’d never even asked if she was single. Her sundress was printed with sage leaves, the hem brushing the top of her tanned calves, a smudge of potting soil on her left wrist and a thin silver hoop earring catching the golden hour light. She smelled like lavender and freshly cut grass, and when she leaned against the table next to him, her shoulder pressed to his bicep for half a second longer than a casual greeting required.

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He tensed up first, old professional instinct screaming that this was a line he couldn’t cross, even if her kid was now 28, married, living in Portland with a toddler of his own. He’d spent eight years shutting down any romantic advance that came his way after his ex-wife left him for a commercial real estate agent who wore loafers without socks, convinced that letting anyone close would just end up with him feeling stupid again. He mumbled a greeting, took a long sip of beer, half-expecting her to drift off to talk to someone else. She didn’t. She asked about the 1972 Ford F-150 he’d mentioned restoring back when her son was in his class, and he found himself talking before he could stop himself, telling her about the new transmission he’d dropped in last month, the way the engine purred so smooth you could set a full beer on the hood and not spill a drop. She laughed when he demonstrated, holding his hand flat like the hood of the truck, and her knee knocked his when she leaned in to hear him over a group of firemen yelling about a cornhole win. Her laugh was low and throaty, and it made the hair on the back of his neck stand up.

When they both reached for the same stack of paper napkins at the same time, their fingers brushed. He noticed the calluses on the tips of her fingers, rough from repotting cacti and hauling 50-pound bags of mulch, and the contrast of that rough, familiar edge against the soft skin of her wrist made his chest feel tight, like he’d forgotten how to breathe for a split second. She didn’t pull away right away, just held his gaze, her dark eyes crinkling at the corners like she knew exactly what he was thinking. “I used to make up excuses to drop off extra food for you back then,” she said, quiet enough no one else could hear, her breath carrying the faint sweet smell of peach iced tea. “Thought you’d pick up on the hint eventually. You were so focused on my kid’s test scores you never even asked if I was seeing anyone.”

The admission hit him like a light punch to the gut. He’d thought about her, more times than he’d ever admit to anyone. He’d even driven past her nursery twice in the last six months, only to keep going, too stubborn to admit he wanted to stop, too hung up on the old unwritten rule that teachers don’t date their students’ parents, no matter how much time had passed. That rigid line he’d drawn for himself all those years ago faded fast under the weight of how easy it was to talk to her, how good she smelled standing this close, how she didn’t ask him stupid questions about why he was still single. He didn’t make his usual excuse about needing to get back to a project in his shop. He didn’t mumble something about not being good company these days. “I was an idiot back then,” he said, and the grin she gave him was warm enough to make the tips of his ears go pink, a giddy feeling he hadn’t had since he was a 17-year-old kid asking a girl to prom.

The potluck started winding down an hour later, the fire pit dying down to glowing embers, families loading coolers and screaming overtired kids into minivans. She asked if he wanted to come back to her nursery, said she had a new batch of rare succulents she’d been propagating that she thought he’d like, and that the back porch had a better view of the sunset than anywhere in town. He nodded, grabbed his frayed denim jacket off the back of the picnic table, and walked with her across the gravel parking lot, his scuffed work boots kicking loose rock next to the soft click of her leather sandals. Halfway to her truck, she slipped her hand into his, her calloused fingers fitting perfectly between his, and he laced his fingers through hers without hesitation.