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Leo Marquez, 62, spent 22 years rewiring Gulf of Mexico oil rigs before quitting to run a small East Texas solar panel installation outfit, and his only widely acknowledged flaw is holding a grudge longer than mesquite holds leaves in a drought. He avoided the annual town chili cookoff for 18 straight years, ever since he screamed at his ex-wife’s cousin Clara Hale in the beer tent, right after learning she’d hidden his golden retriever Buck for six months post-divorce, convinced he’d leave the dog tied to a rig pipe for weeks instead of finding him a good home. He only showed up this year because his 12-year-old granddaughter Lila begged him to enter her experimental vegan chili, and he never could say no to that kid, even when she dumped three tablespoons of nutritional yeast into the pot.

He leaned against a splintered beer tent post, nursing a Shiner Bock and pretending to study the chili lineup, when he spotted her. Clara was 58 now, dark hair streaked with gray pulled back in a loose braid, flannel shirt rolled to the elbows to show freckled forearms dotted with a fresh scratch from a rescue dog she’d picked up the week prior. He tensed, ready to slip behind the tent and hide by the port-a-potties until she left, but she saw him first, and smiled, a slow lopsided thing that tightened his chest for a reason he couldn’t name.

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Leo grunted, half amused, half stuck on how close she stood, how her eyes crinkled at the corners when she laughed, how when she reached past him for a napkin on the post behind her, her calloused knuckles brushed his, warm from hauling dog crates and fixing fence lines at the county animal rescue she ran. He’d spent 18 years writing her off as a stubborn, meddling pain in the ass, and now he noticed the tiny scar above her left eyebrow from a teen ATV crash, the faint pine straw and dog fur scent under her hand cream, how her steady eye contact made him feel like she could see every dumb, stubborn choice he’d made in the last two decades.

“I was wrong about Buck, you know,” she said, soft enough only he could hear, nodding toward the tree line a hundred feet away, away from the crowd. He followed, gravel crunching under their boots matching the thud of his heart. She pulled out her phone, scrolled, and held it out: Buck, old and gray around the muzzle, curled on a couch with a cat tucked under his chin, wearing a lumpy Christmas sweater. “He lived to 14. Slept on my couch every night. Hated thunderstorms, loved peanut butter crackers. I should’ve called you. I was young and mad at you for leaving Jane, thought I was doing the right thing, but I was an ass.”

Leo stared at the photo, throat tight. He’d spent 18 years wondering if Buck had forgotten him, if he’d been happy, and the anger he’d carried so long melted so fast he felt lightheaded. He looked up, and Clara stood so close their toes almost touched, head tilted up a little, lower lip tucked between her teeth like she was nervous. He felt the heat off her arm, heard the faint jingle of dog tags on the chain under her shirt, and before he could talk himself out of it, he leaned down and kissed her. It was soft, quick at first, then longer when she leaned into him, her hand resting on his chest, root beer sweetness on her lips mixing with the beer he’d been drinking, her flannel scratching his wrist enough to make his skin prickle.

They pulled apart when they heard Lila yelling his name, running toward them holding a bright blue first place ribbon over her head, jumping so hard her pigtails bounced. “We won! We beat the sheriff! He’s so mad he’s pouting by the cotton candy stand!”

Clara laughed, squeezing his hand where their fingers had laced together without him noticing. “Told you that chili was good. Let’s get ice cream to celebrate. I got a whole album of Buck photos at my house, too. You can come over tomorrow and look through them, if you want. I even have his old collar hung up by the front door.”

Leo nodded, chest so full he could barely talk. He tucked Lila’s ribbon into his work flannel pocket, let his fingers brush Clara’s one more time before he kneeled down to hug his granddaughter, already counting the hours until he could knock on her front door the next morning.