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Hollis Vance, sixty-two and a marine mechanic with hands like knotted rope, had spent thirty years coaxing life out of dead outboards along the Carolina coast. He was a widower, three years now, a man who trusted engines more than people because engines told the truth. His flaw was a stubborn, almost proud refusal to need anyone. So when the marina’s new social committee strong-armed him into judging the oyster roast’s shucking contest, he went mostly to escape the silence of his own garage.

The pavilion smelled of salt, wet shell, and hickory smoke. String lights swayed overhead, and a local band butchered a Marshall Tucker tune. Hollis took his seat at the judges’ table, and that’s when he saw her.

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Maren Okafor, fifty-five, the county’s extension agent, a woman with silver-streaked locs and forearms that spoke of real work. She was setting out scorecards, and when she leaned across the table, her shoulder brushed his. Just a graze through his flannel sleeve. But his skin registered it like a struck match.

“You’re the engine man,” she said, not quite smiling. Her eyes, deep brown and steady, held his a beat too long.

“I’m the engine man,” he said. “And you’re the one who keeps the water clean.”

“Somebody has to.” She slid a card in front of him, her fingers lingering near his knuckles on the tabletop. “Try not to grade on sentiment, Vance.”

The contest began. Knives flashed, shells popped. A young shucker named Cody was fast, but sloppy. Hollis marked him down. Maren leaned close to murmur, “That’s the right call,” and her breath warmed his ear. He felt the heat climb his neck and hated that he felt it. A man his age, carrying on like a teenager. It was undignified. It was also the most alive he’d felt in years.

Between rounds, she brought him a cup of sweet tea, and their fingers overlapped on the paper cup. Neither pulled away. He noticed the fine lines at her eyes, the small scar on her thumb, the way she tilted her head when she listened. He was staring. She caught him. He looked down at his scorecard, cheeks burning.

“You’re not much for small talk,” she said.

“Small talk’s for people with something to hide.”

“And you’re not hiding anything?”

He met her gaze. “Not a thing.”

She laughed, low and genuine, and something in his chest loosened. They walked the shoreline after the contest, away from the crowd. The tide was out, and the mud smelled rich and ancient. She told him about her late husband, gone eight years, and how she’d stopped expecting anything. He told her about the empty garage and the way silence had started to sound like a verdict. Their hands found each other’s, and her palm was warm and calloused like his own.

Then she stepped closer, close enough that he could count the freckles across her nose. Her hand came up and rested flat against his chest, right over his heart. He could feel his own pulse thudding against her fingers. She didn’t move, just let her hand stay there, and the air between them went thick and still. He wanted to close the distance. He was afraid to. That old stubborn pride whispered that wanting was weakness.

“You’re shaking,” she said softly.

“I’m cold.”

“It’s seventy degrees.”

He let out a breath that was almost a laugh. “Then I’m scared.”

“Of what?”

“Of how much I don’t want this to end.”

She held his eyes, and the teasing left her face. “Then don’t let it.”

He kissed her. It was gentle and certain, and her hand slid up to the back of his neck, holding him there like she’d been waiting a long time to do it. When they parted, the band had stopped, and the only sounds were the water and the crickets.

Hollis walked her to her truck. Before she climbed in, she pressed a scrap of paper into his palm—her number, written in a hurried, looping hand. “Call me when you’re ready to need somebody,” she said, and drove off into the dark.

He stood in the gravel lot, the paper warm from her fingers, and for the first time in three years, the silence didn’t sound like a verdict. He pulled out his phone, squinted at the digits, and typed her name into his contacts.