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Javier “Javi” Ruiz, 53, has built custom fly rods out of his cinder block garage outside Asheville for four years, ever since his ex-wife loaded their U-Haul and drove back to El Paso without a forwarding address. His biggest flaw? He’d rather sand a rod grip for three hours straight than make small talk at the town’s endless community events, convinced every local is just waiting to ask prying questions about why he eats dinner alone at the diner every Tuesday. The only reason he’s at the fire department chili cookoff at all is because his next-door neighbor, a volunteer firefighter, showed up on his porch at 2 p.m. holding a six pack of his favorite hazy IPA and threatened to hide all his rare trout feather supplies if he didn’t come.

He’s leaning against a splintered pine picnic table, half-empty plastic cup of beer in one hand, already mentally mapping the fastest route back to his quiet garage, when he smells it: lavender hand lotion mixed with ground cinnamon, sharp and warm, cutting through the thick cloud of chili smoke and fried onion hanging over the field. He turns just as her hand reaches for the same jar of pickled okra he was reaching for, their knuckles brushing hard enough that he feels the raised callus on her right index finger, the kind you get from turning thousands of thin book page edges. She flinches a little, but doesn’t yank her hand away, her hazel eyes flecked with gold locking onto his for a beat longer than standard polite interaction allows.

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“Sorry,” she says, grinning, and her voice is low, rough around the edges like she’s spent the last week yelling over rambunctious storytime crowds. “I’ve been thinking about this okra since last year’s cookoff. No one else around here pickles them hot enough to cut through that watery chili they keep serving.”

Javi snorts, nodding at the nearest vat of red slop that looks like ketchup mixed with canned beans. “You’d need half a jar of these to make that stuff taste like anything other than regret. I’m Javi.”

“Mara,” she says, and she leans in a little, her shoulder brushing his bicep, because the bluegrass band cranks up a fast rendition of “Foggy Mountain Breakdown” and the crowd cheers loud enough to drown out half the conversation. He notices she’s wearing scuffed brown work boots with river mud caked on the soles, not the strappy sandals and flowy dresses most of the women his age wear to these events, her dark hair pulled back in a messy braid streaked with silver at the temples. She says she’s the new part-time librarian at the county’s tiny mountain branch, moved here from Portland six months prior, and she saw his fly rod display at the county fair last month.

“The one with the real trout scale inlay in the walnut handle?” she says, her eyes lighting up. “I stood there for ten minutes staring at it. I’ve never seen anyone do detail work that fine. I fish the Davidson River at dawn most weekends, and all the guys I run into have those mass-produced rods that feel like holding a cheap broomstick.”

Javi blinks. No one who isn’t a serious fisherman ever notices the scale inlay, a detail he spends three extra hours on per rod for no pay, just because he likes the way it catches the sun when you’re out on the water. He’s spent the last four years telling himself he’s better off alone, that letting someone get close just means giving them the chance to leave him with an empty house and a pile of half-finished projects, and he’s halfway disgusted with himself for how fast his pulse picks up when she tucks a loose strand of hair behind her ear and her wrist brushes his forearm.

They talk for twenty minutes, the beer in his cup getting warm, the crowd milling around them fading into unimportant background noise. She tells him about the group of teen boys who come into the library every week to check out vintage fly fishing manuals, how she’s been trying to learn to tie her own wooly buggers but keeps pricking her thumb with the hook hard enough to bleed on the feathers. He tells her about the 22-inch brown trout he caught last week, the one that put up a fight so fierce he almost fell off his drift boat into the 40-degree water.

The fire department siren blares suddenly, loud enough to make the picnic tables rattle, to announce the chili contest winner. Mara jumps, stumbling a little on the uneven clover-covered grass, and Javi reaches out automatically, his hand wrapping around her elbow, the soft worn flannel of her shirt warm under his palm. She doesn’t step back, doesn’t pull away, just laughs, her breath fanning across his neck when she leans in to yell over the siren’s wail.

“I have a cooler of double IPA in my truck,” she says, once the siren dies down and the crowd’s cheers for the winner quiet. “And a spot on the Davidson that no one else knows about, where the water’s so clear you can see the trout lying at the bottom waiting for flies. Wanna come?”

Javi hesitates for half a second, his brain flashing to the half-finished rod on his workbench at home, the quiet, predictable routine he’s built for himself that doesn’t leave room for surprises, for the risk of getting his heart broken again. Then he looks at her, the way she’s biting her lip like she’s half-afraid he’ll say no, the smudge of chili powder on her left cheek, and he nods.

They walk through the gravel parking lot together, her boot knocking against his every few steps, and when they reach her beat-up silver Ford Ranger, she tosses him the keys. He catches them, the cold metal pressing into the calluses on his palm from hours of sanding rod grips, and he unlocks the driver’s side door without saying a word.