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Manny Ruiz, 59, has restored 117 vintage motorcycles out of his cinder block garage shop in eastern Oregon since his wife left him 12 years ago. He’s gruff, charges double for last-minute jobs, and avoids small talk like it’s a leaky gas line—his biggest flaw is that he assumes every friendly smile from a woman within 10 miles is a lead-in to asking for a free carburetor clean or a discount on parts. He hasn’t been on a date since 2016, when the local vet tech spent the entire dinner pitching him a 20% discount on dental cleanings for his three-legged hound, Duke.

The annual Maple Street block party is the only community event he shows up to every year, mostly because it gives him an excuse to show off his latest finished build to the local gearheads. This year it’s a cherry red 1968 Triumph Bonneville he spent 18 months sourcing parts for, every bolt polished by hand, the seat reupholstered in soft, weathered brown leather he picked up at a flea market in Boise last winter. He’s leaning against the bike’s handlebars, sipping a lukewarm Pabst, when he smells coconut sunscreen and vanilla cut through the cloud of grilled burger smoke hanging over the street.

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He looks up. Lila Marlow is standing three feet away, leaning in to run a finger along the Triumph’s gas tank, her cut-off flannel slipping off one shoulder, freckles dusted across her nose. She’s his ex-wife’s younger cousin, the one who snuck a six pack of Mike’s Hard Lemonade into their wedding reception back in 2001, when she was 26 and still in college. He hasn’t seen her in 18 years, not since Linda’s sister’s baby shower, when he’d snuck out halfway through to avoid awkward questions about why he and Linda were sleeping in separate bedrooms.

His first instinct is to turn and walk the other way. Messing with your ex-wife’s family is the kind of small town drama that gets people talking over breakfast at the diner for six months straight, the kind of thing he’s spent a decade deliberately avoiding. But she looks up, meets his eye, and grins, and the corner of her mouth tugs up the exact same way it did when she convinced him to teach her how to pop a wheelie on Linda’s old scooter in the driveway after the wedding.

“Thought that was your work,” she says, stepping closer, her bare arm brushing his bicep when she points to the custom engraving on the bike’s frame, his signature tiny R scrawled next to the year. “I saw the Instagram posts of you working on it. Moved back last month to run the public library, saw your name on the vendor list and knew I had to stop by.”

Her hand lingers on the frame for two beats too long, and when she pulls it away, her fingers brush his wrist, sending a jolt up his arm he hasn’t felt since he was 20 and kissed a girl in the back of a dive bar in Portland during a rainstorm. He doesn’t say anything for a second, just stares at her, taking in the faint silver strands in her dark hair, the small silver hoop through her left nostril, the chipped navy blue polish on her nails.

She holds out a cold can of hazy IPA from the cooler slung over her shoulder, and when he takes it, their fingers brush again. “You always were the best at this,” she says, nodding at the Triumph. “Linda never appreciated how much work you put into this stuff. I told her that a hundred times, back when you two were together.”

That’s the line that breaks his resistance. He’s spent 12 years telling himself he didn’t care what anyone thought about how his marriage ended, that the gossip that circulated when Linda left him for a real estate agent from Bend was just noise. But hearing her say it, like she’d seen him, like she’d paid attention when no one else had, makes his chest feel tight.

The sun dips below the hills, turning the sky pink and orange, and she leans in closer, her knee pressed to his, so he can hear her over the noise of a group of teens setting off fireworks down the street. “I had a crush on you, you know,” she says, her voice low, like she’s sharing a secret. “Since I was 19, and I came to visit Linda and saw you out in the driveway covered in grease, working on that old Harley you had. I thought you were the coolest guy I’d ever met.”

He freezes for half a second, every alarm bell in his head going off, telling him this is a bad idea, that it’s going to cause drama, that he’s going to get hurt again. But then she looks up at him, her hazel eyes glinting in the light from the string lights strung between the trees, and he can’t remember the last time someone looked at him like he was something worth wanting, not just a guy who can fix their bike for cheap.

He leans in, brushes a stray strand of hair off her face, his thumb brushing her cheek. She doesn’t pull away, just tilts her head up, her breath warm against his jaw. He kisses her slow, soft at first, then deeper, when her hand curls around the back of his neck, pulling him closer. He can taste the cherry seltzer she’s been drinking, the faint mint of her gum, and for the first time in 12 years, he doesn’t care who’s watching, doesn’t care what anyone will say.

A group of his regular customers yell his name from the sidewalk, waving, but neither of them pulls away. When her thumb brushes the faint scar on his left cheekbone from a 1998 bike crash he’d never told anyone but Linda about, he knows he’s not going back to his quiet, empty house alone that night.