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Manny Ruiz, 53, has spent the last 12 years as a minor league scout for a Midwestern MLB franchise, logging 40,000 miles a year in beat-up rental cars, eating more gas station burritos than he cares to count, and avoiding any interaction that doesn’t tie directly to evaluating a teen’s fastball velocity or swing mechanics. His biggest flaw? He’s stubborn to a fault, still clinging to the rule he made after his wife left him for a commercial real estate broker 8 years prior: no casual flings, no small talk that leads anywhere, no distractions from the only thing that’s never let him down—baseball.

That Tuesday, he’s wrapped up a meeting with the athletic director of a small Georgia high school, locked in access to the district’s spring showcase for the next three years, and ducked into a dive bar off I-75 to wait out the sudden thunderstorm rolling through. The place smells like fried pickles and old beer, the jukebox spits out Merle Haggard deep cuts, and only three other stools are occupied when he slides onto the one at the far end, orders a draft IPA, and pulls out his notebook to jot down notes on the left-handed pitcher he watched that afternoon.

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Ten minutes later, a woman slides onto the stool two spots down from him, the scent of peach and jasmine cutting through the bar’s greasy haze before he even looks up. He recognizes her immediately: Lila, the AD’s wife, who’d brought them iced tea during their meeting earlier that day, wearing the same faded peach festival hoodie she’d had on then, jeans cuffed at the ankle, rain dots speckling her dark hair. He nods, goes back to his notebook, until the bartender slams a bowl of salted peanuts between their stools, grunting “on the house, regular special.”

They both reach for a peanut at the same time, their knuckles brushing. Her skin is warm, calloused at the fingertips, and she laughs, pulling her hand back for half a second before reaching again, grabbing a handful. “Sorry,” she says, leaning in a little, so her shoulder is almost touching his bicep, “my husband’s been yelling about booster club budgets for three hours, I’m running on autopilot.” Manny snorts, tells her he gets it, he’s sat through enough AD rants to last a lifetime. They talk for 20 minutes, inching their stools closer with every exchange, until their knees are brushing under the bar, the cold metal of his beer bottle pressing against her wrist when he sets it down.

He knows he should leave. He knows that if anyone sees them this close, laughing like that, the AD will yank his showcase access before he even makes it to the state line. He’s disgusted with himself for even leaning in, for noticing how her eyes crinkle when she laughs, how she licks a drop of chardonnay off her lower lip when he tells her the story about the time a broken bat hit his forearm mid-game, leaving the thin, pale scar that runs from his wrist to his elbow. He’s fought hard for that access, spent six months trading scouting tips and old baseball cards to get the AD to even return his calls.

But when she says she’s got a cooler of fresh peaches in her truck out back, picked that morning, wants to give him a few for the road, he doesn’t hesitate to follow her outside. The rain is coming down in sheets, drumming against the bar’s tin awning, and they huddle close to stay dry, their sides pressed together, her hair brushing his cheek when she turns to unlock the truck’s passenger door. She climbs into the cab, pats the seat next to her, and he follows, pulling the door shut behind him, the sound of the rain muted to a low, steady thrum inside the cab.

She tells him she’s run the town’s annual peach festival for 12 years, that her husband hasn’t asked her how her day was in three years, that she hasn’t talked to someone who doesn’t only care about football or baseball for longer than five minutes in months. He tells her about his ex, about the 12 hour drives across the south, about how he hasn’t eaten a fresh peach since he was a kid visiting his grandma in Florida. She reaches across the seat, brushes a strand of wet hair off his forehead, her fingers lingering on his temple for a beat longer than necessary, and he doesn’t pull away. He’s spent 8 years avoiding exactly this, the soft, warm thrill of someone paying attention to him, not just the roster spots he can unlock or the scouting reports he can provide, and for the first time in almost a decade, he doesn’t care about the consequences.

They sit in the cab for an hour, talking, stealing small touches, her hand resting on his forearm for a few minutes at a time, his shoulder pressed to hers as they watch the rain pour down the windows. When the storm lets up, he walks her to the bar’s back door, and she hands him a brown paper bag full of ripe peaches, their soft fuzz brushing his palms when he takes it. She winks, tells him if he’s back in town for the festival next month, he should find her, before she steps inside, the door clicking shut behind her.

He walks to his rental car, puts the bag of peaches on the passenger seat, the sweet scent filling the cab as he pulls onto the interstate. He hasn’t felt this light, this unburdened, since before his divorce, and for the first time in years, he’s not already planning his next work trip, not stressing about scouting reports or access deals. He turns up the radio, taps his scarred forearm along to the beat of the Johnny Cash song coming through the speakers, and doesn’t even think to check his work email for the first time in three years.