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Manny Ruiz is 59, runs a vintage camper restoration shop out of a cinder block garage outside Pendleton, Oregon, and hasn’t let anyone set him up on a date in 12 years, not since his wife packed her bags and moved to Phoenix with a golf pro. His biggest flaw is that he’d rather argue with a rusted 1960s Airstream shell for 14 hours straight than admit he’s lonely, even to himself. He’d shown up to the Umatilla County Fair that Thursday for the antique tractor pull, and had only wandered into the beer garden because his old welding buddy, Jimmie, was manning the gate and shoved a free IPA into his hand before he could protest.

The first thing he notices about Lena Marlow is the silver streak slicing through the left side of her dark braid, catching the golden hour sun like a shard of tinfoil. She’s 57, runs the local organic beekeeping co-op, and is his older sister’s college roommate, the woman he’d had a hopeless, sweaty crush on when he was 19, the one everyone had always called “off limits” because she was practically family. He hasn’t seen her in 12 years, not since his ex-wife’s farewell barbecue, and when she waves him over to her picnic table, his boots feel heavier than normal.

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She’s wearing faded Carhartt overalls rolled up to her calves, bare feet in scuffed leather work boots, and when she reaches across the table to grab a salted pretzel off his paper plate, her bare forearm brushes his. He can smell lavender hand lotion and beeswax on her skin, sharp and sweet, and he has to fight the urge to lean in closer. She holds eye contact when he tells her he still has the dented motorcycle helmet she drew a bumblebee on back in 1983, her brown eyes crinkling at the corners like she’s storing that detail away for later.

For the first 20 minutes, he’s stiff, half waiting for someone to yell at him for talking to her, half convinced she’s only being nice to get a discount on camper repair. He’s fought that urge for decades, the split second of disgust at himself for wanting something that feels forbidden, for wanting anything at all after his marriage fell apart. But she asks about the 1971 Avion he’s been restoring for six months, knows what butyl rubber seam sealer is, teases him for still driving the same beat up 1998 Ford F-150 he had in high school, and the tension in his shoulders loosens a little at a time.

When the fireworks start, the crowd surges around them, a group of teens rushing to get closer to the fence, and she grabs his bicep to steady herself, her calloused palm (from prying open hive boxes, she says later) pressing firm through the thin cotton of his work shirt. She doesn’t let go for 10 full seconds, not until the first burst of red sparks paints the sky, and he can feel the heat of her hand radiating through his skin long after she lets go. They walk back to his truck after the show ends, the grass damp under their boots, the faint smell of burnt gunpowder hanging in the air, and she hoists herself up onto the hood without asking, patting the spot next to her.

The temperature has dropped 15 degrees since sunset, and she leans into his side when a breeze blows, her shoulder pressing against his, and he doesn’t pull away. He doesn’t overthink it when she tilts her head up to look at him, when her lips brush his, slow and soft, tasting like sour cherry seltzer and the cotton candy she’d bought off a kid selling leftovers for a dollar. It’s not the messy, urgent kiss he remembers from his 20s, it’s slower, easier, like they’ve both got all the time in the world to figure this out.

She tells him she inherited a beat up 1972 Scotty camper from her dad earlier that year, that she’s been looking for someone who knows what they’re doing to fix it up, that she’d asked his sister about him a month prior and was told he’d probably say no. He laughs, tells her he’d say yes to just about anything she asked right now, and she grins, tucking a stray piece of dry grass behind his ear before she pulls her phone out to text him her address. He fumbles his own phone out of his jeans pocket to save her number, and notices his hands are only a little shaky when he types.