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Rafe Mendez, 53, has made a living for 27 years fixing other people’s mistakes with vintage pickups: rusted out floorboards, stripped spark plugs, wiring harnesses gnawed through by field mice. He’s a lifelong perfectionist, the kind of guy who’ll spend 12 hours sanding a fender to get the paint match just right, who still beats himself up for skipping his 10th anniversary trip to finish a client’s 1972 F-100, the choice that ended his marriage 12 years prior. He avoids messy, unquantifiable things like small talk, date apps, and local community events, but his sister begged him to enter his fully restored 1968 Ford Ranger in the harvest festival’s classic vehicle show, so he showed up, grease still under his fingernails, work boots caked with red Tennessee clay, flannel unbuttoned at the collar.

He’s lingering by the food tent, halfway through a smoked sausage slathered with mustard, when a group of kids chasing a golden retriever dart between his legs. He twists fast to avoid trampling them, and the full cup of spiced apple cider in his left hand sloshes over the rim, soaking the front of a woman’s cream knit sweater from collarbone to waist. He sputters an apology, grabs a fistful of rough paper napkins from the stack on the table, and dabs at the wet fabric before he realizes how forward the move is, yanking his hand back so fast his knuckle brushes the warm skin of her collarbone. He expects anger, but she laughs, a low, warm sound that cuts through the hum of the bluegrass band playing off to the side. She swipes a napkin from his hand, dabs at the wet spot herself, and says she already stained the same sweater with blackberry juice last week, so the cider’s just adding to its charm.

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He offers to buy her a fried apple pie to make up for it, and she agrees. They carry their pies to a splintered oak bench tucked between the vehicle show and the craft stalls, far enough from the crowd that they don’t have to shout over the music. Her knee brushes his every time a festival attendee walks past, the denim of her jeans soft against the heavy canvas of his work pants, and he finds himself leaning in a little without meaning to, just to catch the scent of pine soap and honey lip balm that clings to her hair. She tells him she’s Lila, 47, the new county extension agent, moved to town three months prior to care for her grandma, who’s recovering from a stroke. He tells her about his shop, the 10 pickups he’s currently working on, the scar on his left knuckle from a wrench slip last month when he was swapping out a transmission. She stares at his hands while he talks, not flinching at the grease under his nails or the thin white scars crisscrossing his knuckles, the way most people do when they find out he works with his hands for a living.

They talk for an hour, the sun dipping low over the hills, painting the sky pink and tangerine, the string lights strung above the food tent flickering on one by one. The air turns sharp with October chill, and she shivers, wrapping her arms around herself. Rafe doesn’t think before he acts, yanking his flannel shirt off and handing it to her, his arms breaking out in goosebumps the second the cold hits his white undershirt. She slips it on, the sleeves hanging past her wrists, the fabric swallowing her frame, and she tugs the collar up to her nose for a second, like she’s breathing in the scent of motor oil and pine air freshener that sticks to all his clothes. She leans in close enough that their shoulders press together, and admits she’s been wanting to stop by his shop for weeks, ever since she saw his hand-painted sign off the main road, but was nervous he’d be too busy to talk.

Rafe freezes for half a second, his brain short-circuiting the way it never does when he’s staring at a mess of wiring under a truck dashboard. For 12 years he’s run from anything that doesn’t have a clear, step-by-step fix, anything that could leave him feeling stupid and regretful again, but he looks at her, at the gold flecks in her hazel eyes, at his flannel hanging off her shoulders, and he reaches out, brushes a strand of windblown chestnut hair behind her ear, his thumb grazing the soft skin of her cheek. He tells her he’s noticed her too, driving past his shop in her beat up forest green Subaru, always waving out the window, that he’s kicked himself half a dozen times for not running out to flag her down.

The festival starts clearing out as they talk, vendors packing up their stalls, the bluegrass band loading their instruments into a van. Rafe walks her to her Subaru, parked at the edge of the field, and she hands him her phone to type in his number. He adds a tiny, lopsided doodle of a pickup truck next to his name before he hands it back. She leans in and kisses his cheek, her lips warm against his cold skin, and tells him she’ll stop by his shop Saturday morning, bring his favorite hazelnut coffee, the kind he said he drinks every morning when he gets to the shop. He stands in the gravel lot and watches her taillights fade down the road, the napkin she used to wipe cider off her sweater crumpled in his palm, still smelling like her honey lip balm. He climbs into his Ranger, turns the key, and grins when the engine purrs to life, the first time he’s left an event not already mentally listing the repairs he needs to knock out the next day, the only thing bouncing around his head what he’s going to wear Saturday.