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Manny Ruiz is 53, runs a custom fishing rod shop out of a cinder block garage on the west edge of Pensacola, spends 90% of his days hunched over a workbench wrapping guide threads or burning his maker’s mark into cork handles, his knuckles perpetually smudged with epoxy and pine resin. His only social outings for the last 12 years have been supply runs to the hardware store and the occasional mandatory Lions Club fish fry, ever since his wife left him for the county clerk who’d overseen their marriage license application 18 years prior. He’d shown up to this one only because his top charter captain client had begged him to donate a rod for the raffle, and he’d planned to drop it off, grab a single plate of catfish, and bolt before anyone could corner him into small talk.

The sky had other plans. Ten minutes after he arrived, a Gulf storm rolled in hard, fat raindrops slamming through the oak canopy and pooling under the white canvas tent, so he’s stuck pressed against the far tent pole, plastic plate in one hand, the custom blue-wrapped raffle rod in the other, sweet tea sweating through the paper cup in his cup holder. The crust of the catfish crunches when he takes a bite, salty and greasy, just how he likes it, when she steps into his orbit, dodging a drip from the tent seam that’s pouring straight onto the spot she’d been standing 2 seconds prior. She’s the new part-time librarian, he’d seen her at the grocery store once before, sun streaks in her dark blonde hair, linen shirt unbuttoned at the collar, canvas bag slung over her shoulder stuffed with paperback novels. Her elbow brushes his bicep when she adjusts the bag strap, and he freezes mid-chew, suddenly hyper-aware that he’s wearing a faded Gatorade-stained work shirt and hasn’t shaved in 3 days. She smells like coconut sunscreen and old paper, the kind of scent that tugs at a part of his brain he thought he’d boarded up years ago.

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She nods at the rod in his hand, and her voice is warm, no trace of the pity he’s grown used to from people in town who know his whole messy backstory. “You make those, right? I swear I’ve seen your logo on half the rods the guys down at the pier carry.” He stumbles through a yes, and they start talking, him rambling about the tensile strength of different thread wraps, her laughing when he admits he once spent 3 days re-wrapping a rod for a tourist who’d dropped it in the bay while fighting a 30-pound redfish. A group of kids runs past chasing a runaway beach ball, and she steps closer to avoid getting bowled over, her knee brushing his through their jeans, the warmth seeping straight through the worn denim of his work pants to his skin. He’s fighting two impulses at once: the old familiar urge to mumble an excuse and bolt for his truck the second the rain lets up, and the newer, sharper urge to lean in, ask her more about the books in her bag, stop acting like he’s happy being the town’s reclusive rod hermit.

The rain slows to a drizzle after 20 minutes, but the parking lot is flooded ankle-deep, and she groans when she glances at her phone, says she lives 3 blocks away and didn’t bring a car, hates walking through puddles in her white sneakers. He offers to walk her, holds the edge of his oilskin work jacket over her head when they step out into the mist, their shoulders pressed tight the whole walk, rain dripping off the edge of the jacket onto his free hand. When they get to her front porch, she fumbles with her keys for a second, then nods at the rod he’s still holding, says she’s been using her dad’s old 1980s fiberglass rod that keeps snapping line every time she hooks something bigger than a minnow, asks if he’d be willing to look at it. He’s halfway through offering to fix it for free before he realizes how forward that sounds, stumbles over an apology, but she laughs, tucks a strand of wind-tousled hair behind her ear, and her fingers brush his wrist when she takes the rod from him to run her finger over the custom wrap.

He follows her inside when she asks, the house smelling like cinnamon and the lavender candle she’s got burning on the coffee table, pulls her dad’s beat up old rod out of the coat closet, the cork handle cracked, the guides rusted at the base. He sits on the couch, runs his calloused finger along the crack in the handle, says he can have it fixed and re-wrapped by the end of the week, no charge. She hands him a cold IPA from the fridge, sits down next to him, close enough that their thighs press together through their still-damp jeans, and asks if he wants to test it out with her at the public pier Saturday morning, says she’ll bring the coffee and the glazed donuts he mentioned liking at the fry. He twists the cold can between his fingers, nods, and doesn’t even think about making an excuse to leave early for the first time in 12 years.