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Javier Mendez, 53, makes his living restoring vintage campers out of a converted barn outside Lockhart, Texas. He’s spent the seven years since his wife left him for a pharmaceutical rep from Dallas intentionally closing himself off to anything that feels like vulnerability, turning down every blind date his sister sets up, avoiding small talk at all costs, only socializing once a month at the local gearhead meetup. He built his business back from scratch after she took half their savings, and while he’s got more than enough work and a steady stream of happy clients, he hasn’t let anyone but his old high school buddy step foot in his cottage in four years.

He’s at the annual Lockhart Peach Festival to hunt down a rare replacement hinge for a 1971 Airstream Sovereign a client dropped off two weeks prior. The air’s thick enough to drink, heavy with the smell of grilled sausage and cotton candy and ripe stone fruit, the humidity sticking his faded gray Longhorns tee to his back before he’s walked twenty feet. His work flannel is tied around his waist, grease crusted under the fingernails of his calloused hands, and he’s already walked the entire vendor row twice when he spots Clara’s pie stand. He’s seen her here every year for the past four, always with her husband, a gruff old orchard owner who used to sell peaches out of the back of his pickup at Javier’s shop sometimes, until he dropped dead of a heart attack last January. The whole town’s been tiptoeing around her since, acting like if they so much as ask how she’s doing they’ll break her.

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He steps up to the stand, orders a slice of cold peach pie and a sweet tea. She’s got a red bandana slung over her sun-streaked brown hair, a smudge of flour high on her left cheek, her forearms dusted with the same flour, a thin silver wedding band still on her left ring finger. When she hands him the paper plate and the sweating plastic cup, their fingers brush. He feels the rough callus on the pad of her thumb, from years of rolling pie dough, and she doesn’t yank her hand back like most people do when they touch the dried grease on his knuckles. She just holds eye contact for a beat, a small, tired smile tugging at the corner of her mouth, before she turns to take the next customer’s order.

He sits at the splintered picnic table ten feet from her stand, eats his pie, the sugar and tart, ripe peach bursting on his tongue, listens to the local cover band plow through a rough version of “Blue Eyes Crying in the Rain” from the stage at the end of the street. Half an hour later, he hears her raise her voice on the phone, sharp and tight, arguing with someone about the orchard’s operating costs. When she hangs up, she swipes at a stray tear with the back of her hand, doesn’t notice the flour she smears across her jaw in the process. He hesitates for a full minute, the internal battle loud in his head: he’s spent years minding his own business, not sticking his nose in other people’s messes, not risking getting attached to anything that could leave him again. But he stands up anyway, walks over, hands her the crumpled pack of wet wipes he keeps in his flannel pocket for cleaning grease off his hands.

She blinks, surprised, takes them, mumbles a thank you. He mentions he overheard her complaining last year about her walk-in cooler at the orchard running hot, says he’s got a spare compressor in his shop that’d fit it, no charge, he was gonna get rid of it anyway. She laughs, a low, warm sound, says she’d heard he was a man of very few words, didn’t realize he was also a secret eavesdropper. The gossips from the First Baptist Church are staring at them from the cotton candy stand two rows over, he can see them whispering behind their hands, and for half a second he feels the old urge to make an excuse and leave, to go back to his quiet barn and his campers and no one asking anything of him. But she leans against the edge of the stand, crosses her arms, her eyes crinkling at the corners, and the urge fades.

By the time the festival wraps up at eight, the sun’s dipping below the oak trees lining the street, the string lights strung across the road are glowing golden, most of the crowd’s headed home. He helps her load the heavy coolers of leftover pie into the bed of her beat-up Ford F-150, his shoulder brushing hers when they both reach for the last cooler at the same time. She leans in then, close enough he can smell ripe peach and lavender perfume on her skin, and brushes a stray piece of sawdust off his cheek—he’d gotten it that morning cutting new cabinet panels for an old camper. She doesn’t pull away immediately, their faces six inches apart, her thumb brushing his jaw for half a second, her eyes dark and steady on his.

He doesn’t overthink it, doesn’t make up an excuse, doesn’t listen to the voice in his head that says he’s too old for this, that it’s too soon for her, that the town will talk for months. He just asks her if she wants to get a cheeseburger and a cold beer at the dive bar three miles out of town, where no one from the festival will be, no pressure, just if she wants to not have to think about the orchard or the phone calls or the nosy church ladies for an hour.

She grins, the flour smudge still faint on her cheek, and tosses him her truck keys. He catches them one-handed, the worn leather of the key fob soft under his fingers, the little hand-painted peach charm hanging next to the Ford logo clinking against his knuckle. He walks around to the driver’s side door, pulls it open, and slides into the worn vinyl seat, waiting for her to climb in next to him.