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Manny Ruiz, 52, a minor league scout for the Kansas City Royals, pushes through the screen door of The Rusty Slider at 8:47 PM, his work boots caked in red Georgia clay, the back of his neck sticky with three hours of July sun and leftover Gatorade sweat. Crickets hum loud through the gap under the door, and the bar’s struggling AC hits his face cold enough that he shivers a little, the smell of fried pickles and cheap draft beer wrapping around him immediately. He’d spent the whole day perched on splintered bleachers outside a tiny rural high school, scribbling fastball velocity numbers and outfield jump times in a beat-up leather notebook he’d carried since his own short-lived minor league catching career ended at 26, when a foul ball shattered his kneecap mid-game. His biggest flaw, the one his sister rags on him for every Thanksgiving, is that he’s shut down any possibility of even casual flirtation since his wife left him for a pharmaceutical rep seven years prior. He calls it efficiency; she calls it being a stubborn idiot who’s scared of feeling anything again.

He claims the last open stool at the far end of the bar, far enough from the group of rowdy little league dads yelling about a travel team tournament that he can focus on crossing off the two prospects who blew out their elbows in the first inning that afternoon. The vinyl on the stool has a tear right where his thigh rests, the rough foam underneath digging into his jeans, and he shifts to get comfortable before lifting a hand to flag the bartender. She glides over ten seconds later, and he glances up half distracted, ready to order a Bud Light before he even registers her face. She’s in cutoff denim shorts and a faded 1998 Astros World Series cap pushed back off her forehead, a smudge of fryer grease on her left cheekbone, a thin silver chain around her neck that disappears under the neck of her faded Nirvana tee. When she sets the cold pint down in front of him, condensation dripping down the sides to pool on the worn wood bar top, their fingers brush for half a beat, and he yanks his hand back like he’s touched a hot stove, flustered in a way he hasn’t been since he was a teen asking a cheerleader to prom.

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She smirks, leaning one hip against the bar so she’s close enough that he can smell coconut shampoo mixed with the buttery salt of the popcorn machine behind her. “First time seeing a scout around here who doesn’t wear a stupid branded polo and try to flirt his way into a free shot,” she says, nodding at his worn gray flannel shirt, sleeves rolled up to show the faded Astros tattoo on his forearm that matches the logo on her cap. He blinks, surprised, and for a second he’s ready to make a snappy excuse and leave, go back to his sad motel room and eat cold gas station pepperoni pizza alone like he usually does on road trips. But she’s already pointing at his notebook, her nail polish chipped pale blue, and says she recognizes the messy shorthand because her husband, the high school’s head baseball coach, writes his game lineups the exact same way.

The little league dads yell for another round of shandies, and she excuses herself, but she keeps glancing over at him every time she’s not pouring beer or passing baskets of fried pickles across the bar, the corner of her mouth twitching up every time their eyes lock. Half an hour later, when she’s wiping up a spilled root beer next to his elbow with a crumpled rag, her upper arm presses firm against his shoulder for three full seconds, and she doesn’t pull away even when he tenses up like he’s expecting to get caught. “My husband’s out of state all week for a 16U travel tournament,” she says, so quiet he almost can’t hear her over the jukebox playing old George Strait deep cuts. He stares at her, the conflicting thoughts roaring so loud in his head he can barely think: this is wrong, this is exactly the kind of mess he’s spent seven years avoiding, she’s married, he’s here for work, he doesn’t do this. But then she tilts her chin up, her dark eyes warm and unapologetic, and he realizes he hasn’t felt this seen, this alive, since before his ex-wife packed up her boxes and drove away.

He finishes his beer slowly, tapping his thumb against the side of the frosted glass, and when he sets the empty pint down with a soft clink, he nods at the closed door behind the bar that he guesses leads to the small apartment upstairs she’d mentioned offhand ten minutes earlier. She grins, wiping her hands on the front of her stained canvas apron, and calls over to the teen busboy working the floor that she’s taking her break early, to lock up when the last of the little league dads head out. He follows her up the creaky wooden stairs, his boots thudding softly against the worn steps, the faint smell of her coconut shampoo trailing ahead of him through the dim glow of the string lights strung along the bannister.