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Manny Ruiz, 52, makes his living restoring vintage fishing reels out of a cinder block shop behind his coastal Oregon home, and he’s not the kind of guy who deviates from a plan. For three straight years, his Saturday summer routine has been exactly the same: 6 a.m. trip to the jetty to cast for striped bass, 9 a.m. stop at the diner for pancakes and black coffee, 10 a.m. to 6 p.m. at his workbench, old blues records spinning low while he files down rusted gears and polishes brass side plates. The only crack in that routine this year was his 16-year-old granddaughter begging him to stop by the small town’s annual summer street fair, where she was running a lemonade stand to raise money for her high school’s environmental club. He’d caved, mostly because she’d batted her eyes and said she’d help him sand down reel parts for a whole weekend if he showed up, but he’d told himself he’d stay 20 minutes max, avoid the tamale stand his ex-wife had run for 12 years, and be back at his bench by noon.

Then he heard that laugh.

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She walked over, and stopped so close their elbows brushed when she leaned against the fence next to him. “Thought you swore you’d never step foot at this fair again,” she said, holding his eye contact longer than was strictly polite, the corner of her mouth tugging up in a smirk that made his ears feel hot. He mumbled something about his granddaughter’s lemonade stand, and she nodded, taking a sip of her horchata. “I get it. She’s a good kid. Stopped by her stand earlier, bought three cups. Told her I’d make sure her grandma didn’t come over here and start yelling if she saw you.”

That was the thing about Lena. She’d never picked sides when he and his ex split, never called him an asshole when his ex ranted about him spending more time with his reels than with her, had even slipped him a cold beer behind the garage at a family barbecue once when he was stuck fixing his ex’s leaky deck and everyone else was inside yelling about football. He’d always thought she was off limits, too tangled up in his ex’s side of the family, too easy to write off as a bad idea that would get everyone in town gossiping. But when she held out half the tamale she was holding, her fingers brushing his when he took it, he felt the familiar callus on her thumb from the pottery business she ran out of her garage in Phoenix, and the part of him that was yelling this is a bad idea got quieter.

He ate the tamale, the pork spicy and the corn masa still warm, while they watched his granddaughter hand a cup of lemonade to a group of tourists. She told him she’d found his reel restoration Instagram account, had loved the video he posted last month of the 1962 Penn Senator he’d restored for a disabled Army vet, had noticed the tiny engraving of the vet’s discharge date he’d put on the side plate, the detail he’d spent three hours on that no one else had even mentioned. “You always did notice the small stuff,” she said, her forearm brushing his again when she shifted her weight, the scent of her coconut and sage perfume wrapping around him, mixing with the salt air and the smell of fried dough from the stand two rows over.

He hesitated when she asked if he wanted to sneak down to the old fishing pier after his granddaughter’s shift ended, said she’d brought her swimsuit, the water was warmer than it had been all year, no one would be down there at that time of day. His first instinct was to say no, to stick to his routine, to avoid the drama that would come if anyone saw them together, if his ex found out. But then she tilted her head, her hair falling over her shoulder, and he thought about how long it had been since he’d done something that didn’t involve rusted gears or fishing lines, how long it had been since someone had paid attention to the parts of him that weren’t just an ex-husband or a grandfather or a guy who fixed reels. He said yes.

His granddaughter packed up her stand an hour later, grinning when she saw him talking to Lena, winking and saying she’d catch a ride home with her friend. He walked with Lena down the dirt path to the pier, the gravel crunching under their work boots, the sound of the fair fading behind them. She stopped halfway down the pier, pulling her swimsuit out of her tote bag, and nodded at the changing hut at the end. “Meet you in the water,” she said, and when she brushed past him to walk to the hut, her hand grazed his lower back, light enough that he almost thought he’d imagined it.

He pulled his old swim trunks out of the cooler he’d brought for his fishing trip that morning, changed fast, and walked down the wooden steps to the water. She was already in, treading water a few feet out, her hair pulled back in a messy bun, the sun catching the silver hoop earrings she always wore. He waded in, the water cool on his sun-warmed skin, and swam out to her. When he got close, she reached out, her hand wrapping around his wrist to steady herself when a small wave rolled through, and he didn’t pull away.